Sometimes, I'm concerned that things are only going to get worse, and that thought scares me. It feels like i'm loosing everyone, and everything, and myself is the only person at blame.
I need to change, but how can I when I don't know whats wrong with me? So many things run through my head before I fall asleep. I feel like im effecting everyones life around me, but in the negative way. I want to help people, I want to be a good friend, I just don't know where I went wrong.
Blogging really does help to get your feelings out, and i'm glad that I've started. I need somewhere where I can vent my feelings. Even if the whole world can read it.
Monday, December 7, 2009
Sunday, December 6, 2009
Today.
Today just seems like any other day, but somewhere far away, I feel somewhat strange. For now, the storm is at bay.
Have you ever wondered how far space goes, or when time stops? I usually fall asleep thinking about these questions. Maybe 2012 will be the end of the world, perhaps it wont? I'm voting for the Mians being wrong. Otherwise, I would of wasted my whole entire life in High School. Great.
Lately I've been torn. I've had so many decisions to make, and when it comes down to it... I can never make the right one and I always regret my choice in the end. You really should go with your gut feeling, even if your mind is telling you that your wrong.
Thats all, for now.
Have you ever wondered how far space goes, or when time stops? I usually fall asleep thinking about these questions. Maybe 2012 will be the end of the world, perhaps it wont? I'm voting for the Mians being wrong. Otherwise, I would of wasted my whole entire life in High School. Great.
Lately I've been torn. I've had so many decisions to make, and when it comes down to it... I can never make the right one and I always regret my choice in the end. You really should go with your gut feeling, even if your mind is telling you that your wrong.
Thats all, for now.
Saturday, December 5, 2009
random time? Or venting time?
I'm not one to get annoyed easily.
Well...maybe I am, but perhaps i'm not the only one? Annoyance is a normal occurrence, but why am I one to overreact at certain times?
I ask myself too many questions. I tend to over analyze as well...can you tell already?
I wonder what I'm like from others peoples perspectives, instead of just viewing myself from my own? Yourself is your worst critique, correct?
I hate when I misspell words, it makes me feel like a first grader. Spellcheck is my bestfriend, unless it doesn't have any suggestions for a misspelled word. Then you know that you just fail at life. Or spelling that is.
I. I. I.
I enjoy being random, and i'm sure nobody will enjoy reading this blog.
I'm off to do something productive for now.
Well...maybe I am, but perhaps i'm not the only one? Annoyance is a normal occurrence, but why am I one to overreact at certain times?
I ask myself too many questions. I tend to over analyze as well...can you tell already?
I wonder what I'm like from others peoples perspectives, instead of just viewing myself from my own? Yourself is your worst critique, correct?
I hate when I misspell words, it makes me feel like a first grader. Spellcheck is my bestfriend, unless it doesn't have any suggestions for a misspelled word. Then you know that you just fail at life. Or spelling that is.
I. I. I.
I enjoy being random, and i'm sure nobody will enjoy reading this blog.
I'm off to do something productive for now.
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